you meet this one person at a library, you soon become friends. you're the party kind of girl and she's not, she's more of an introvert girl. this doesn't stop u from getting close because u both like reading. so every two days of the week, u both meet at the library. u don't really talk, u just read books together. for some reason, u're really interested into her. she's different. u haven't felt this with other people, specially with girls. u're the kind of girl who's into hookup parties, u're more of a person who's into one time things.

u'd always try to break the silence by telling jokes or by telling her a few stories. u loved telling her jokes, u loved hearing her laugh. u kept telling her stories, hoping she'd do the same but she was oddly mysterious and u liked that about her.

every now and then, she'd ask u questions about ur life. u could see she was interested in u so u liked it. u craved for attention anyway.

next thing u know, she comes up with an idea. she wants to take risks.

risks?

what risks?

she wanted to go out more, as an introvert person. she wanted to taste adventure. she was a really curious person.

u liked it, u liked the fact she was willing to take risks. u liked the taste of danger.

question is, was she ready?

u both started to hang out more, u'd hang out all day, doing dumb stuff together. like stealing stuff from markets, even stealing books from libraries; u did a whole collection. u'd go far far away, hand in hand, u'd discover a lot of places. the more u spent time with her, the more u were hooked into her.

u were scared.

really scared.

u don't wanna fall in love ever again.

after all, love hurts.

u soon dragged her into ur parties, she was oddly okay with it and u were actually the one kinda protesting against this idea. the idea of her kissing another broke u, the idea of her hooking up with others made u feel like a mess.

u both got really drunk, she got emotional and she was leaning on ur shoulder (u were really happy about it) while she was whining. she told u a lot of her fears, she opened up to u. she said she was in love with someone but she was scared of loving, she didn't wanna lose this person. it made u sad to know she was in love but what can u do? u were happy that u could even be this close.

next thing u know, she's kissing a random person at this party. it tore u apart.

u knew u were in deep shit bcuz it did something to ur heart.

u were fucking in love, a-fucking-gain.

... it was a risk to fall in love.

Trailer

i wasn't supposed to make a whole story out of this draft. at some point the story doesn't even follow the trailer anymore but i wanted you all to taste the raw emotions of how this started. it's someone really dear to me that just made me have this struck of inspiration when she showed me each side of her.